hello.my name is natalia.

i’m from germany and sixteen.

I might not look like a spanish girl, but I am. I’m half spanish.¡mierda!

i could describe myself with weird, destroyed and depressed, but that’s how i am and it’s ok.

my father has cancer, but that’s ok.

tumblr helps me to handle my life and to get over problems. it helps a lot. my tumblr is my head, it shows what is going on in my messed up brain.

well, I think I’m quite funny. maybe only in german haha.fuck.

i don’t have any idea what to do with my future, but nothing suburban. that would be my worst nightmare. work in an office sit 10 hours a day on my butt and type some random numbers and letters in the fucking computer. fuck,no!

i don’t believe in god. can’t explain why but my life gives me enough reasons to not believe in god.

i fucking hate my school, it fucks me every day, single moment and second.

i love music, music is everything for me. i love: justice, josh beech & the johns, crystal castles, foster the people, beatles, coldplay, mgmt, the naked & famous, paul kalkbrenner, the chemical brothers, the xx, butch, nina kraviz, moby, editors, the kills and a lot of other stuff 

i fall in love easy and yeah.

my life is really boring: wake up, school, eat, sleep, watch movies or series on my laptop, eat, tumblr, sleep, eat.

i love weed and other drugs.

don’t judge me if you don’t know me.

i kind of hate myself sometimes.well no let’s say often.

that’s it. all i have to say about meow.